Carl,
I understand what that feels like. I made the decision in 2007. It was not
something that I wanted to do. I'd started babysitting as a teenager. I worked
for pay in the Lighthouse Recreation Program from the age of eighteen. I worked
as a summer camp counselor, starting when I was seventeen. Then, after graduate
school, I worked as a social worker in a number of settings. I stopped working
before Debbie's birth and returned to work when she was five. But I knew when
it was time to stop. My health was deteriorating. But more than that, the
nature of my work was changing. It was harder to make a living and the
increasing rules and regulations made it much more difficult to function as an
independent professional in the international adoption field. The field,
itself, was being destroyed. The social workers job was being turned into that
of a clerk. So I stopped, even though I knew that finances were going to become
more strained. The world changes, as do our individual circumstances. There's a
great deal that we have to accept when we get older. But in your case, it's not
just age. The whole world is being turned upside down. You want to have as much
life and joy as you can. Continuing to try to work, puts that at risk.
Miriam
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Sent: Friday, May 22, 2020 3:47 PM
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Subject: [blind-democracy] Re: Class War - Not the Media Hokey Pokey - Is What
It's All About
Thanks for your thoughts, Miriam.
It's an emotional tug of war. I've worked my entire life from the day I was
able to cut a lawn, pack a newspaper bag and run errands. The only time I was
ever uinemployed was during recovery from eye surgery.
Even as a student in the Orientation and Training Center, my wife and I took in
children. Then, while I was attending the U of W, I sold Fuller Brush products
door to door. The ten years between 1965 and 1975, the years I was learning to
function as a blind man, and my IUniversity schooling, I worked.
By golly, I think I'm trying to say that I'm afraid of stopping. At my age
there is no "Next Career".
It's not like I'll lack for stuff to do,...it's just so...so final!
Carl Jarvis
On 5/22/20, Miriam Vieni <miriamvieni@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
Carl,
I know you didn't ask for my opinion, but here it is anyway. If it is
financially feasible for you to stop doing this work, I think that the
time has come for you to stop. You care about the people you serve and
I know that you will always talk with them on the phone and offer
advice and counsel if they ask for it. But there's so much that is
still unknown about this virus and so many opinions that are given,
are based on the self interest of the entities from which these
opinions come, and there's so little objective dependable help coming
from government, that it seems safest to stay as isolated as possible.
People are terrified about the future and that fear also influences
how they think. My podiatrist visited me today. He's a sweet, elderly
man whom I've always liked, but he sounded as ignorant and confused as those
people with guns in Michigan.
Miriam
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Sent: Friday, May 22, 2020 2:48 PM
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Subject: [blind-democracy] Re: Class War - Not the Media Hokey Pokey -
Is What It's All About
Miriam,
I run hot and cold on the subject of our Species survival chances.
Last night was one of those nights when I awoke at about 1:30 A.M. and
lay awake until turning on Democracy Now, at 5:00 A.M. So here I sit
at 11:30 A.M., half asleep and feeling flat. So the bottom line is
that I am not in a neutral frame of mind and I will avoid commenting on our
Human Chances.
We're still undecided as to whether to continue serving the Older
Blind and Low Vision folks. We can do quite a bit via telephone, but
we still need to have some face to face contact. I am quite nervous
about entering any of the many Retirement Apartments or Assisted
Living Facilities, or Rehabilitation Facilities. No matter how
careful the staff try to be, these places depend upon individual
services, which means that staff members must go from room to room,
and eventually I suspect meals will not be delivered to the resident's door.
I had hoped governor Inslee would make a decision by Memorial Day, but
it's not looking that way. Besides, even if they partially open back
up, we won't know whether the COVID-19 will increase its numbers or not.
Some reports tell us that the virus has yet to peek in the rural
areas. So far our county has only 30 cases of COVID-19, with no
deaths. I want to do my part in keeping the number of cases at 30, with no
deaths.
Carl Jarvis
On 5/22/20, Miriam Vieni <miriamvieni@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
I think things are different now. I think we're at the end of human
history.
Climate crisis, impending nuclear conflict, and technology which is
very different from fire and stone implements.
And speaking about disappearing emails, after all of my technical help:
Londa, and Microsoft Disability twice, just now when I returned to
the computer, I saw that the emails had stopped arriving at 9:30 this
morning.
Thank God, all I had to do is reboot the computer to get new ones.
But it seems like this nightmare will never end!
Miriam
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Sent: Friday, May 22, 2020 11:21 AM
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Subject: [blind-democracy] Re: Class War - Not the Media Hokey Pokey
- Is What It's All About
I had written one of my early morning long, rambling notes...and then
it went away. No sign of it anywhere.
But I was moved to note, after reading the email, that our current
class struggle is noteworthy only because it is our current class
struggle. The pages of my history books tell of one class struggle
after another.
The story is always the same, the rich become fat and sluggish, and
the poor take over, and begin the story from the beginning, with new
characters but the same old plot.
Carl Jarvis
On 5/22/20, Miriam Vieni <miriamvieni@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote:
Class War - Not the Media Hokey Pokey - Is What It's All About By
Norman Solomon, Reader Supported News
21 May 20
Journalists aren't supposed to "bury the lead." But when death is
the topic and corporate power is the culprit, the connection
routinely goes unmentioned.
Class war - waged methodically from the top down - is so constant
and pervasive that it might seem unremarkable. The 24/7 siege to
make large companies more profitable and the wealthy more wealthy is
going on all around us. In the process, it normalizes avoidable
death as a cost of doing business.
Overall, news media are part of that normalization. While negative
coverage of Donald Trump has been common due to his handling of the
pandemic, media outrage has been muted in relation to the magnitude
of the dying in our midst - at a time when most of the dying could
have been prevented.
Deaths tend to become less "newsworthy" as the numbers mount and
shock gives way to tacit media acceptance. A new lethal reality is
built on dominant structures that keep serving the financial
priorities of the powerful.
Emphasis is often less about saving lives and more about saving the
stock market. The storyline becomes more about "opening," less about
dying, even though opening is sure to cause more dying.
Patterns of economic injustice are so basic to U.S. society that
they amount to deep cracks in its foundation. Under the weight of
catastrophe, whether hurricane or recession or pandemic, the cracks
split wider and wider as more human beings - disproportionately poor
and people of color - fall into the abyss.
Corporate media narratives routinely bypass such core truths about
cause and effect. Heartbreaking stories have scant context. Victims
without victimizers.
Fueled by ultra-greed, Trump's approach is a kind of scorched-earth
nonstop campaign, an extreme version of the asymmetrical class
warfare going on all the time.
"The world before COVID-19 was a deeply unequal place," the
progressive publisher OR Books noted in an email to supporters this
week. "Now, in the pandemic, those inequalities are only more stark.
Across America and around the globe are fabulous riches for a tiny
few and deepening immiseration for everyone else."
A swiftly infamous Instagram post by David Geffen ("net worth" $8.7
billion)
in late March, showing his $590 million yacht at sunset as the
pandemic took deadly hold in the United States ("isolated in the
Grenadines avoiding the virus . I hope everybody is staying safe"),
became a symbol transcending avowed politics. Geffen is no
right-winger. He's a liberal. In the 2018 election cycle he gave $1
million to Democratic Congressional super PACs.
He
went on to become a donor to Pete Buttigieg's presidential campaign.
But the most pernicious and ultimately destructive actions of the
super-wealthy are not so overtly gauche. The poisons are laced with
soothing PR, while the rich movers and shakers play by the rules
that capitalism has constructed for the voracious acquisition of
wealth at the expense of everyone else. In that sense, the worst
class-war crimes are the ones that adhere to the rules and don't get
singled out for condemnation.
Consider the pathology of Jeff Bezos, reputedly the world's richest
person, who commented that he couldn't think of much else to spend
his money on besides programs for space travel, while back on planet
Earth the extent of misery due to poverty is staggering. Said Bezos:
"The only way that I can see to deploy this much financial resource
is by converting my Amazon winnings into space travel. That is
basically it."
For the likes of Bezos and other elite winners of riches, in the
words of songwriter Tracy Chapman, a future awaits: "I won't die
lonely / I'll have it all prearranged / A grave that's deep and wide
enough / For me and all my mountains o' things."
A few months into 2020, capitalism is running amuck in tandem with
the coronavirus, like some headless horseman galloping over dead bodies.
Meanwhile, for U.S. news media, accustomed to covering faraway
disasters, a reflex has set in close to home - turning the page on
deaths, increasingly presenting them as numbers. An anesthetized
pall of acceptance is descending on us.
"For the person who dies there is an end, but this is not so for the
person who grieves," psychoanalyst Stephen Grosz has pointed out.
"The person who mourns goes on living and for as long as he [or she]
lives there is always the possibility of feeling grief." In his book
"The Examined Life," Grosz
wrote: "My experience is that closure is an extraordinarily
compelling fantasy of mourning. It is the fiction that we can love,
lose, suffer and then do something to permanently end our sorrow."
The corporate system is looking for its own forms of social "closure"
in the midst of this pandemic's colossal deadly upheaval. Already,
we're supposed to accept.
Maybe you don't want to call it class war. But whatever you call it,
the system always makes a killing.